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dfd [03 Nov 2005|07:32pm]
LOOK AT THIS PEOPLES!
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Erik got his new LJ to work so add it please.
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[09 Oct 2005|09:14pm]
Has it always seemed this wet?
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[05 Oct 2005|08:26pm]
Wow. I tried to make a new livejournal account thing. I accedently put the year 2005 as my birth year and now it won't let me do squat on lj. Stupid pedofiles trying to get kid's information. Making me go through a lot of extra work just cause I put this year. You know, you'd think they'd have caught on that it was a mistake in putting that I was born in a couple of months. Oh well. Maybe later.

P.S. - I ♥ comments.
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No One Ever Comments Anymore... [04 Oct 2005|10:55pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Yeah, so I've pretty much given up on Livejournal. It's been fun. I guess I'll still keep it just for kicks, but it really is funny. Please don't take me seriously. Please? No one ever comments anymore...

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[21 Sep 2005|10:17pm]
[ mood | sore ]

Well, I figured that it's about time I actualy updated this. I've also decided no more complaining. Who the fuck cares any way? Well that's about it. New Castle didn't loose. Conor must be told. Somebody tell the Irishman the (good) news.

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[11 Aug 2005|12:33am]
[ mood | screw moods ]

What's with all the drummers I know being Republican. Just something I noticed.

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[10 Aug 2005|10:56pm]
[ mood | yay for pop punk ]

I have a Xanga that a primarly use that's here. So if any of you have one add me or subscribe or whatever it is there. I'll still keep this but probaly won't use it a lot. So for the time being enjoy this picture of yoda.
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I ♥ you.

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[24 Jul 2005|01:31am]
[ mood | depressed ]

You know what, fuck online journals. I just realized I was expressing my hopeless feelings to a computer and will probally quit this within a short period of time. I just give up. I'm going to go back to just sitting in my room with all the lights out, listening to Dashboard Confessional albums.

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Please Stop [23 Jul 2005|02:30am]
[ mood | lonely ]

"I lied my face off when I said that I would be okay. It's never fine when you go away. These cuts run deep, These scars are permanent and always on display. This makes things difficult for me..."
Oh god, where are my thoughts leading me. I feel so lost and you're so distant. I'm so misguided I almost drew blood. That may sound cliched, but right now I'm fucked.

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The Piss and Punchup Club [10 Jul 2005|02:33am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

"A lavish full-page cartoon pretty much sums it up. There is an opulent dining room, all velvet drapes and champagne and chandeliers, and it's full of glamorous starlets in feather boas and rich swells smoking cigars, and i the corner is a droopy sad-faced little man playing the piano. And if you look closely, you can see the title on the music in front of him:

"GERSHWIN'S CHOKE, YOU BASTARDS."


The book that this quote is from just really makes me go through and think about my life, and where it's heading. It seems a bit childish to have such a revelation from such simple words from a book. I guess I've just lost literature and am rediscovering it. It seems so hard to express the emotions evoked from this.

Writing about music is like dancing about architecture. In other words: Music takes us to places words cannot, and maybe that's the whole point.

Joe Jackson may have written rock music, but a little portion of the book is about writing rock music. It's like realizing how to breathe again. You've done it all your life, but you just now realized how you did it. It's just kind of like the title implies, it's like finding a cure for gravity...

-Okay it's lame, but you know what? I don't care.
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[30 Jun 2005|01:37am]
[ mood | depressed ]

The illusion of happiness is fading quickly as the long summer days progress. Late last night as I was lying in my bed waiting for sleep to come I found myself thinking of the alternative again. My whole faith in everything is falling apart. I really need to get my shit together.

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[18 Jun 2005|12:53am]
[ mood | uhhh....... ]

Hmm, where a Black Maria cd when you need it.

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[09 Jun 2005|11:53pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I've noticed that my thoughts have grown very dark as of late. I had a dream the other night in which someone I know cornered me in an alley and dumped a container of gasoline on me. Lit a ligther, threw it on me, and ran. THe weirdest part of the dream was that I was apparently enjoying it, Like a state of bliss in the fire. I've also been contemplating murder all to often. Maybe my sanity will come back in 13 days when she comes back. People see it as a joke, oh well.

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[04 Jun 2005|11:31pm]
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[21 May 2005|01:18am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Today was friday at last. Only uhh.... not many days left of school. I had soccer practice today and our coach decided not to show up at practice again so we just scrimmaged and played World Cup. Tonight when I go home from soccer practice saw Mandy, Kristen, and co. in the road so I just hung out with them a lot of the night. I can't wait for school to be out. I know I say that all the time but it's a never-ending routine thats just grr... Oh well I probally should go to bed now. I need to find me a life other than computer at early hours of the morning. Well, off to bed.

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[19 May 2005|11:32pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Today we had our last middle school band concert. These last few weeks have gone by incredibly slowly. The amount of work we've had to do just keeps getting larger and larger and nothing is slowing down. I think there are only twelve more days of school. I can't wait. It'll soon be over but it just never seems to end. Ugh... Oh well. I think I'll go sleep so I can wake up in the morning to finish the math worksheet for the final next week. Woo! Off to sleep for me.

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[17 May 2005|11:42pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Mmmm Westest. That test is the worst I've ever taken. Oh well. I'm working off a really old Mac laptop and in the process of getting protools set up for it. It's quite the bit confusing. If anyone knows what they're doing with protools I need help. Oh well, off to sleep so I can stay awake during the westest.

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Maybe the glass never had anything in it to begin with? [12 May 2005|08:59pm]
[ mood | okay ]

I've been doing this whole school thing for way to long. I'm really tired of it. I desperately need this weekend. Math finals are coming up soon, and I'm going to do horrible probally. I despise finals, and that westest too. It's the stupidest test that they've made yet. Why couldn't we just take something like the SAT, or the ACT. No, we have to take the westest. Stupid test.
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[08 May 2005|01:04am]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

X... Tell me what you thought about when you were gone now, so alone. The worst is over, you can have the best of me. We got older, but we're still young. We never grew out of this feeling that we won't give up...X
Fuck. I think I might have fallen in love again. I hate this. I alway fuck things up and end up alone. FUCK.
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[06 May 2005|11:34pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Shit I complain a lot. I really shouldn't do that. I probally bore everyone who reads this. Wait, what am i talking about. Nobody in there right mind would continue to read this.
IIIII NNNNNEEEEEEDDDDD AAAAA LLLLLLIIIIIIFFFFEEEEE.

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